SUNSET

I dunno how to begin this piece. I’ve been staring at the picture admiring the beauty of sunset. Perfect! God’s hand is evident in nature.

In the midst of that admiration, I couldn’t help but think of its allegory in a man’s life. I’m not afraid of death, but, I somehow reserve the thought coz I’ve kids. I hope to see them grow in my old age (a mother’s dream).

But this is not about me. This is all about my Aunt who is dying in cancer of the bone. I truly couldn’t help it, it gets into my nerve… the burden of sharing Jesus is up into my sleeve, no excuse for me—it’s good not to left anyone in the family behind when we get to heaven—but the force of “what if” is so strong- I know Jesus supplied me with the knowledge (I did experience sharing to a dying person, in a matter of five days; he died)and I know God is faithful to give the strength I need in sharing the gospel. I’m just into mixed emotions of seeing her in pain, I couldn’t handle that. Just pray for me that I could deal with my emotions as I share to her Jesus. Thank you.